Dream By Nicole - Last night I had trouble sleeping. At the moment I have poison ivy which affects the insides of my knees and it was also quite warm. Then Erin my daughter woke up then came and slept with me & moved around a lot throughout the night. Once I opened my eyes and saw in the air in front of me some type of celtic knot! I could clearly see the knot and some of the design on both sides of it. It was like flowing in the wind almost - for a minute I thought it was worms!
Then a short time later I was shown a key. It was also of Celtic design, and it looked like it was made of some sort of ceramic. I also want to note that I asked for St Germain to come and help me with the ivy and healing codes and that he in my dream showed up talking like an Irish person. I didn't believe it was him due to the funny accent. LOL
In my dream, I was in this rural area with my daughter. I was outside sitting with her on top of this tall ladder chair. The woods were close around and my mother and aunt were in the cabin/house that was in front of us. I heard dogs barking and all of these dogs came up a path - all sorts of dogs. They looked like house pets but I knew they weren't nice. So I got us down off of the chair but then had to use the ladder against the dogs who were biting at us. I had my back against the front door and was screaming for my mom to help but no one ever came before the next "scene."
Now I was in a school. My mother was in one class room like cleaning up, locking up for the night. It was dark and the hallway was dark and I didn't like it. I walked out with my mom and some other people and got in the car with I think my mom. Shaun was in the backseat and I layed up next to him. Oddly enough we looked to our left and the space shuttle was launching! LOL I was thinking, why is it launching in Huntsville? (at Marshall Space Flight Center) but we watched it and I noticed that the exhaust area didn't have much fire but it was still flying. Then the "stand" that holds it up fell down in a crash and I could feel the ground vibrate.
The other part of last night's dream had to do with Shaun and I laying in bed trying to sleep. I don't remember the order of this but here goes. I heard this HUGE boom like thunder hit twice right outside of our window! He got up to look and I had to struggle to get my eyes open. When I did I went into the hallway and found myself in the main apartment I grew up in. I went into the extra bedroom for some reason and heard music and saw our friend Tim sleeping! I was like, I didn't know you were here and shut the door. Then I told Shaun I didn't know Tim was here.
Next oddly enough our bed was OUTSIDE of the apartment and in the parking lot! It was under a carport like thing and it was normal to us sort of. It was raining. Somehow on the street next to it Shaun and our dogs got "lost" from me and I flew around trying to find them, then realizing the bed outside wasn't normal and i was stressing over it. I still don't know what the booms were but there was no thunder last night.
In my dream, I was in this rural area with my daughter. I was outside sitting with her on top of this tall ladder chair. The woods were close around and my mother and aunt were in the cabin/house that was in front of us. I heard dogs barking and all of these dogs came up a path - all sorts of dogs. They looked like house pets but I knew they weren't nice. So I got us down off of the chair but then had to use the ladder against the dogs who were biting at us. I had my back against the front door and was screaming for my mom to help but no one ever came before the next "scene."
Now I was in a school. My mother was in one class room like cleaning up, locking up for the night. It was dark and the hallway was dark and I didn't like it. I walked out with my mom and some other people and got in the car with I think my mom. Shaun was in the backseat and I layed up next to him. Oddly enough we looked to our left and the space shuttle was launching! LOL I was thinking, why is it launching in Huntsville? (at Marshall Space Flight Center) but we watched it and I noticed that the exhaust area didn't have much fire but it was still flying. Then the "stand" that holds it up fell down in a crash and I could feel the ground vibrate.
The other part of last night's dream had to do with Shaun and I laying in bed trying to sleep. I don't remember the order of this but here goes. I heard this HUGE boom like thunder hit twice right outside of our window! He got up to look and I had to struggle to get my eyes open. When I did I went into the hallway and found myself in the main apartment I grew up in. I went into the extra bedroom for some reason and heard music and saw our friend Tim sleeping! I was like, I didn't know you were here and shut the door. Then I told Shaun I didn't know Tim was here.
Next oddly enough our bed was OUTSIDE of the apartment and in the parking lot! It was under a carport like thing and it was normal to us sort of. It was raining. Somehow on the street next to it Shaun and our dogs got "lost" from me and I flew around trying to find them, then realizing the bed outside wasn't normal and i was stressing over it. I still don't know what the booms were but there was no thunder last night.
Rely By Sowelu - (((Hiya!))) Thought I'd see if anything came through on this one... and there's a lot! Hope you find this helpful somehow, Nicole!!
The first sense I'm getting is that the dreams and your restless/sleepless state are related. In other words... what's happening in your daily life, the poison ivy, stuff with Erin, busy-ness are all connected to what the dreams are relating.
So! Poison Ivy indicates a feeling of being defenseless and open to attack. Somehow you became vulnerable or open to dis-ease or illness. That usually means we were unaware of something that "takes" from our integrity living in our energies, so we attract an illness of just the right kind to reveal that hidden energy (emotional energy, fueling beliefs) that needs healing.
In this case, the very act of being open to attack or being in a state of defenselessness is what's at issue in your energies. Something you believe (based in some fear) attracts this uncomfortable state. Then you have to endure it's effects. So perhaps this tendency to become vulnerable (a belief that you are or should be or need to be?) is what needs healing now.
Knees represent one's pride and ego. Having the ivy on the insides of the knees seems to indicate first that in some way the issues you're facing are "on the inside" and may be tough to get to, but also are "rubbing you the wrong way" and exist precisely where it's toughest to live with, so healing is priority. There is also an indication that this has to do with flexibility... perhaps that you're too flexible in some regard, and so comfortable forward movement has been curbed.
Bothered by heat is often an indicator that there's anger and/or fear "boiling" at some level of Self, or that the issues at hand are arousing one's passion in some way.
The knot symbol is interesting! On one hand it can indicate that you're in stress and all tied up or entangled in something... but on the other hand it can indicate that there's a strength to rely on or a strength that you are relying on (but maybe shouldn't be because it's what keeps you entangled in an unhealthy way?), and in this case it seems to stem from some kind of celtic roots. Celtic knots were mostly found only after a conversion to Christianity (once polytheism of the celtics shifted to monotheism), interestingly enough... and I do seem to get a sense of "complicated history" and "belief entanglement" with the symbol's appearance. That the knot was sort of "swinging in the wind" seems to imply that this entanglement is what needs to be addressed/resolved. It's the real problem at issue right now.
So you're in this situation that's uncomfortable, involves entanglements, beliefs, history... is literally keeping you up at night, and there seems to be some deep past connection. (Have you read the new OpTerra transmission titled "About Vision"?)
Then you see a key. Keys are pretty self-evident as symbols, of course, so perhaps you're then shown a key as if to say you need to discover the key to unraveling the current mystery in your life. Incidentally, keys tend to indicate an inner awareness that needs to be acheived, to open the door to truth. My sense there is that introspection or inner emotional work, rather than dependency on outer methods or practices, is the way to unravel this knot of entanglement and confusion at present. The healing path is inward, in other words.
Germain having the Irish accent is again producing a feeling of "another life, another time". Him having the accent does seem to be hinting at the idea that things are not what they seem, that certain people aren't who you think they are, perhaps, or that the origins of your current situation are not what you may think they are. There's just a feeling that the accent was deliberate, to convey an idea that cannot be stated outright, for some reason (guidance often works in this way, so as not to usurp our free will or interfere with our growth in harmful ways). And perhaps the choice of Irish has the potential to trigger something deep inside you...? That's the feeling.
So with all of this as "background" offered, you then dream. The key being shown before you slept may indicate that the dream(s) that follows can help provide you with what's necessary to get to the inner awareness needed to heal. The initial setting of the dream is very important.
Being in a rural setting indicates a time for growth, as well as a need to reattune to a childlike awareness of nature. Or one's own nature, or both... since at core, our nature and nature itself are essentially the same thing. Life moves in a natural rhythm, grows and develops in a particular, characteristic fashion. So do we. So first off, it's important to get in touch with that.
It seems you and your childlike nature are thus far "elevated" from this down-to-earth, grounded awareness (there's a sense of elitism here, though it may not seem like elitism on the surface - as though it is the covert reflection of an overt status disliked and therefore rejected/judged). This could imply that you're currently in a mental approach to your situation, or that you have attitudes and beliefs ("high" chair) that keep you "above" nature, or what's natural, somehow. Ladders indicate a step-by-step process of awareness growth, and you seem to be "sitting on yours" in some way, instead of using it to continue growing.
I don't quite know how to word this, but the feeling is that Erin is used to represent your childlike self not just because she's a good representative of "mini you" (*heehee*) but also because of how you think of, or relate to, her. As though you have a sense of her as being "above" basic nature, somehow. Whatever it is that you hold inside as a part of your relating to Erin, the same type of attitude or belief is at play keeping your own inner child separated from or "above" her nature. As if it's not necessary to be down on the ground or grounded in what you used to be, is the feeling. Could this have to do with the pride/ego aspect? Could be.
The woods indicate the unconscious or what's unconscious for you at this time, and it's close. What's right in front of you, what you will move to next, is the cabin where your mother and aunt are. The feeling there is that the cabin is symbolizing a need to retreat inward, and what you will "be with" when you do so is your old emotional authority, and something related to it. Both are of an emotional nature, or representative of aspects of your own feminine energy. Older, not newer. In some way, they are currently "in charge" in your present dis-ease, while you are "above" nature or what's natural, or disconnected from your inner child's awareness.
What comes out from the woods, it seems, is aggressive masculine energy. The feeling I get here is that this energy is what was unconscious in you, attracting the current dis-ease. This is a masculine energy, remember, so it represents a belief of some kind. And the feeling I have is that this is what is entangled with others, and the past, and is related to the inner child disconnect. It doesn't look like aggression on the surface, but really... you know it is nonetheless. And it's a threat (again, when we're fueled by unconscious fear, our masculine energies go "on the attack" against that fear, which brings the fear-based scenario right to us, of course, causing us to feel attacked).
Finally facing this situation, you get down off your high chair (I hear "get off your high horse", Nicole. I'm sorry, but it's there), and get back down to nature. NOW you end up needing to use the growth you've acquired thus far (ladder) to fend off the dogs. You need to "use what you know", what you've learned and have under your belt.
You manage to get yourself TO the place of inward reflection, but then you scream for assistance and none comes. You have your back to it even while you're pleading for help. (How many times have I found myself in the same position! Needing help, wanting help... but really unable to receive it because I'm "armored" up against perceived threats and such, unable to trust!) I also get the sense that you're so busy "fending off the dogs" that you can't find the right state of mind to go within and have your needs met as you truly must.
So then you're shown your situation in another way...
You're in school. In other words... you're in a phase of learning right now. Your mother (old emotional authority) is cleaning up - which may indicate you need to "clean up your act", or may indicate that it/she is cleaning up in the sense of "winning" (i.e. "How'd you do at the poker game?" "Oh man... I really cleaned up!") or it could imply both ideas. Locking up for the night may indicate closing off access to the dark energies needing exploration. The child in you (daughter to this mother energy) doesn't like the dark hall, the darkness... again that sense of feeling vulnerable, and I'll add that it seems to "come with the mother energy" represented by your Mom in the dream.
So you leave school. You exit "with your mother" (the sense is that this aspect of you is how you stop learning in school and instead leave that idea behind), and you're not alone. There are others who are doing this with you. And then you get into a life (car) that you're not driving (who is?), and you take a back seat and lean on "your man" instead. In this case, Shaun may represent your action-taking masculine energy (mind, beliefs, attitudes and behaviors/activities) in your current daily life.
So instead of working your current life lesson in the way you know how, you've reverted to an old emotional authority that doesn't like dwelling in the dark energies and believes in feeling vulnerable (see beginning of this interp, about poison ivy), and you focus with your mind on ways to navigate your life... but you're not the one in charge anymore, by choosing this. With this status in play, with your mind at the helm and an old emotional authority as your fuel, your spiritual growth and unlimited potential will take off, but it can only fire on one cylinder, and it won't be what it could be. And the foundation upon which that potential rested... will crumble, which will be "earth-shaking". (Intense symbolism!)
The stand upon which that rocket rested is reminiscent of the ladder in the previous dream: all the growth you've acquired thus far. The step-by-step progress you'd made up to now.
The earth-shaking of the stand falling in this last dream sure seems akin to that thundrous sound you heard in the next scenarios.
These symbols seem intended to shake you up, to make you look harder at all of this. Something intense is happening here, and you hold the key to getting things back on track, but you have to actually use that key to accomplish what you need to at this time.
The last scenes show that as you're "in bed with" the current masculine energy you're using to navigate life right now, you're not really in the here and now, you're stuck in the past energetically, maneuvering through your life unaware of that, using aspects of self in charge that are no longer appropriate. You're not really even working from a "safe and sound" foundation of Self - you're outside the intimate self, which is needed for self-healing.
Whew! That's what I get, Nicole. Take or toss as you see fit, of course! Hope it helps!! ((((((Hugs!))))))
Love you
The first sense I'm getting is that the dreams and your restless/sleepless state are related. In other words... what's happening in your daily life, the poison ivy, stuff with Erin, busy-ness are all connected to what the dreams are relating.
So! Poison Ivy indicates a feeling of being defenseless and open to attack. Somehow you became vulnerable or open to dis-ease or illness. That usually means we were unaware of something that "takes" from our integrity living in our energies, so we attract an illness of just the right kind to reveal that hidden energy (emotional energy, fueling beliefs) that needs healing.
In this case, the very act of being open to attack or being in a state of defenselessness is what's at issue in your energies. Something you believe (based in some fear) attracts this uncomfortable state. Then you have to endure it's effects. So perhaps this tendency to become vulnerable (a belief that you are or should be or need to be?) is what needs healing now.
Knees represent one's pride and ego. Having the ivy on the insides of the knees seems to indicate first that in some way the issues you're facing are "on the inside" and may be tough to get to, but also are "rubbing you the wrong way" and exist precisely where it's toughest to live with, so healing is priority. There is also an indication that this has to do with flexibility... perhaps that you're too flexible in some regard, and so comfortable forward movement has been curbed.
Bothered by heat is often an indicator that there's anger and/or fear "boiling" at some level of Self, or that the issues at hand are arousing one's passion in some way.
The knot symbol is interesting! On one hand it can indicate that you're in stress and all tied up or entangled in something... but on the other hand it can indicate that there's a strength to rely on or a strength that you are relying on (but maybe shouldn't be because it's what keeps you entangled in an unhealthy way?), and in this case it seems to stem from some kind of celtic roots. Celtic knots were mostly found only after a conversion to Christianity (once polytheism of the celtics shifted to monotheism), interestingly enough... and I do seem to get a sense of "complicated history" and "belief entanglement" with the symbol's appearance. That the knot was sort of "swinging in the wind" seems to imply that this entanglement is what needs to be addressed/resolved. It's the real problem at issue right now.
So you're in this situation that's uncomfortable, involves entanglements, beliefs, history... is literally keeping you up at night, and there seems to be some deep past connection. (Have you read the new OpTerra transmission titled "About Vision"?)
Then you see a key. Keys are pretty self-evident as symbols, of course, so perhaps you're then shown a key as if to say you need to discover the key to unraveling the current mystery in your life. Incidentally, keys tend to indicate an inner awareness that needs to be acheived, to open the door to truth. My sense there is that introspection or inner emotional work, rather than dependency on outer methods or practices, is the way to unravel this knot of entanglement and confusion at present. The healing path is inward, in other words.
Germain having the Irish accent is again producing a feeling of "another life, another time". Him having the accent does seem to be hinting at the idea that things are not what they seem, that certain people aren't who you think they are, perhaps, or that the origins of your current situation are not what you may think they are. There's just a feeling that the accent was deliberate, to convey an idea that cannot be stated outright, for some reason (guidance often works in this way, so as not to usurp our free will or interfere with our growth in harmful ways). And perhaps the choice of Irish has the potential to trigger something deep inside you...? That's the feeling.
So with all of this as "background" offered, you then dream. The key being shown before you slept may indicate that the dream(s) that follows can help provide you with what's necessary to get to the inner awareness needed to heal. The initial setting of the dream is very important.
Being in a rural setting indicates a time for growth, as well as a need to reattune to a childlike awareness of nature. Or one's own nature, or both... since at core, our nature and nature itself are essentially the same thing. Life moves in a natural rhythm, grows and develops in a particular, characteristic fashion. So do we. So first off, it's important to get in touch with that.
It seems you and your childlike nature are thus far "elevated" from this down-to-earth, grounded awareness (there's a sense of elitism here, though it may not seem like elitism on the surface - as though it is the covert reflection of an overt status disliked and therefore rejected/judged). This could imply that you're currently in a mental approach to your situation, or that you have attitudes and beliefs ("high" chair) that keep you "above" nature, or what's natural, somehow. Ladders indicate a step-by-step process of awareness growth, and you seem to be "sitting on yours" in some way, instead of using it to continue growing.
I don't quite know how to word this, but the feeling is that Erin is used to represent your childlike self not just because she's a good representative of "mini you" (*heehee*) but also because of how you think of, or relate to, her. As though you have a sense of her as being "above" basic nature, somehow. Whatever it is that you hold inside as a part of your relating to Erin, the same type of attitude or belief is at play keeping your own inner child separated from or "above" her nature. As if it's not necessary to be down on the ground or grounded in what you used to be, is the feeling. Could this have to do with the pride/ego aspect? Could be.
The woods indicate the unconscious or what's unconscious for you at this time, and it's close. What's right in front of you, what you will move to next, is the cabin where your mother and aunt are. The feeling there is that the cabin is symbolizing a need to retreat inward, and what you will "be with" when you do so is your old emotional authority, and something related to it. Both are of an emotional nature, or representative of aspects of your own feminine energy. Older, not newer. In some way, they are currently "in charge" in your present dis-ease, while you are "above" nature or what's natural, or disconnected from your inner child's awareness.
What comes out from the woods, it seems, is aggressive masculine energy. The feeling I get here is that this energy is what was unconscious in you, attracting the current dis-ease. This is a masculine energy, remember, so it represents a belief of some kind. And the feeling I have is that this is what is entangled with others, and the past, and is related to the inner child disconnect. It doesn't look like aggression on the surface, but really... you know it is nonetheless. And it's a threat (again, when we're fueled by unconscious fear, our masculine energies go "on the attack" against that fear, which brings the fear-based scenario right to us, of course, causing us to feel attacked).
Finally facing this situation, you get down off your high chair (I hear "get off your high horse", Nicole. I'm sorry, but it's there), and get back down to nature. NOW you end up needing to use the growth you've acquired thus far (ladder) to fend off the dogs. You need to "use what you know", what you've learned and have under your belt.
You manage to get yourself TO the place of inward reflection, but then you scream for assistance and none comes. You have your back to it even while you're pleading for help. (How many times have I found myself in the same position! Needing help, wanting help... but really unable to receive it because I'm "armored" up against perceived threats and such, unable to trust!) I also get the sense that you're so busy "fending off the dogs" that you can't find the right state of mind to go within and have your needs met as you truly must.
So then you're shown your situation in another way...
You're in school. In other words... you're in a phase of learning right now. Your mother (old emotional authority) is cleaning up - which may indicate you need to "clean up your act", or may indicate that it/she is cleaning up in the sense of "winning" (i.e. "How'd you do at the poker game?" "Oh man... I really cleaned up!") or it could imply both ideas. Locking up for the night may indicate closing off access to the dark energies needing exploration. The child in you (daughter to this mother energy) doesn't like the dark hall, the darkness... again that sense of feeling vulnerable, and I'll add that it seems to "come with the mother energy" represented by your Mom in the dream.
So you leave school. You exit "with your mother" (the sense is that this aspect of you is how you stop learning in school and instead leave that idea behind), and you're not alone. There are others who are doing this with you. And then you get into a life (car) that you're not driving (who is?), and you take a back seat and lean on "your man" instead. In this case, Shaun may represent your action-taking masculine energy (mind, beliefs, attitudes and behaviors/activities) in your current daily life.
So instead of working your current life lesson in the way you know how, you've reverted to an old emotional authority that doesn't like dwelling in the dark energies and believes in feeling vulnerable (see beginning of this interp, about poison ivy), and you focus with your mind on ways to navigate your life... but you're not the one in charge anymore, by choosing this. With this status in play, with your mind at the helm and an old emotional authority as your fuel, your spiritual growth and unlimited potential will take off, but it can only fire on one cylinder, and it won't be what it could be. And the foundation upon which that potential rested... will crumble, which will be "earth-shaking". (Intense symbolism!)
The stand upon which that rocket rested is reminiscent of the ladder in the previous dream: all the growth you've acquired thus far. The step-by-step progress you'd made up to now.
The earth-shaking of the stand falling in this last dream sure seems akin to that thundrous sound you heard in the next scenarios.
These symbols seem intended to shake you up, to make you look harder at all of this. Something intense is happening here, and you hold the key to getting things back on track, but you have to actually use that key to accomplish what you need to at this time.
The last scenes show that as you're "in bed with" the current masculine energy you're using to navigate life right now, you're not really in the here and now, you're stuck in the past energetically, maneuvering through your life unaware of that, using aspects of self in charge that are no longer appropriate. You're not really even working from a "safe and sound" foundation of Self - you're outside the intimate self, which is needed for self-healing.
Whew! That's what I get, Nicole. Take or toss as you see fit, of course! Hope it helps!! ((((((Hugs!))))))
Love you
Sowelu
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